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Smoke

by Gavin Caine

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1.
March 00:58
It's almost the same as it was The moment before today but Everything's different because The world can just change in The quickest of ways I'm soon to be needing my toes To keep track of all the dates There's only one way time can go but Still it stands still in my home They're all in my phone Together alone It's strange to be knowing I'm here in this time
2.
Rainy Day 02:16
The camera is set on the world of today The pallet is muted The sky's cast with gray and Smoke hovers over the floor No one breathes anymore We hold it in till we explode And everyone's tired We've all met our match The theater's on fire The bank's set to catch and There's not much else left to say It's a rainy day Life stands on stilts and Time only passes by slowly I can't count the days anymore It's like getting shot with a gun But you don't hear it first and It's only as bad as it gets but It's never been worse and Yesterday's gone but Tomorrow's a long ways away But still we exist in this time and this place With stains on our backs and A scar on our face and Gas filling up in our cars but We stay we are Just feeling like strangers at home And when the sun sets on This world of today Our cameras will follow it falling away but Till then there's nothing to say It's a rainy day
3.
Crack a window take a breath and Hold it in and remember how it feels Lock it in and close it up and go down So alone you'll be Be inside a memory of Everything and everyone you've ever loved Here to stay in for a while As the film unrolls its reel It's only the beginning Feel it as it comes The floor is falling on the ceiling Nowhere left to run Empty closet look for cotton With a scissor sew a future for yourself Wise disguise of only eyes You'll see it all unfold in time Time of day is all the same The walks and views of watching all the flowers bloom Stick around to find the ground get hard and Feel the air Grow thin you will Patience body trust and still You can't go anywhere Watching as you run the reel and Realize the one you were you are you'll be Grow it out and cut it off Away from what you know is right Write a letter clear instructions Where to find what's been in your mind all these years Black and blue and red and Everything is everywhere Be there soon Try to get it back but you You can't go anywhere Understand you're walking through the Sentences and paragraphs of future's book Don't forget to take a breath and Never let it out
4.
New Mirror 01:03
I hung up a new mirror today For the old one started fading away When I looked into it yesterday It showed a different face than mine But when the glass materialized All I could see was the surprise Of a stranger's face and sunken eyes Beside the bed I used to dream
5.
Everything is black Everything is white I don't care anymore It's all coming through my door It's all spinning in my head So I'll lie away in bed Counting the days inside Passing by Just waiting on a dream Can I move on Can I go back To the time of before Of outstretched arms open doors Outside days open minds It'll return in time After the flood goes by Ships arrive Just floating downstream My head's feeling dead My eyes are open wide My ears cannot hear My brain's not the same It's done And everything under the sun is Exactly the same Waking up and going around With nothing to say Only to sigh When they reach the end of the day I'm over it Well something is lost But something is gained and I'm learning what for Behind every front door Beside every free mind is A soul in their time Feeling the light of day In their way Just taking in the scene Still my head's feeling dead Still my eyes are open wide My ears just can't hear My brain's forever changed It's done But everything under the sun Has a rhyme and a name and I'm here and I'm finding the light in the gray and I don't fear tomorrow or yesterday I'm over it
6.
A Garden 02:20
There is a garden where The days grow long but They never stray from The weeds in the lawn and The flowers all bloom but The colors are wrong and The bluejay is singing the sparrow's song The sun always sets when The morning begins so Bulbs light the rows with No radiation and The grass feels like blades and The dirt's made of tin and The fence is held up by A thin metal pin Storms often brew over The garden walls where the Wind rips all through The marigold halls and The clouds will roll in but The rain doesn't fall and The lightning will flash but The thunder won't call In this garden, I stand and I drift on by with My eyes on the ground and My head in the sky My hour hand's broke yet The minute hand flies and The second hand idly resides behind
7.
The moon will sink and Trade places with the sun Welcoming the world to Another shining day but After some few hours All the light will turn and run and I'll be there to see it fade away People seem to come and go As noon gives way to night and I can't help but miss them all I wish that they would stay No matter what I say They fall away and out of sight and I'll be there to seem em fade away There was a time I felt The sun in it's place With people I held close As I traveled down my way Now I can't recognize The freckles on my face
8.
Cave 02:40
9.
Smoke 04:10
Smoke's pouring in through the window Glass is shattered across the floor But there's a little space Where the air is fine A foot off the ground and That's where you'll find me Ants crawl in the cracks of the floorboards Going about their busy day They don't have a clue Of the damage above Just walking over glass and Charging ahead for bread Everybody looks like ants from down here Even if I had a spaceman suit Strong enough to fight the air of the moon and I put the helmet on and The shirt and the pants and The sleeves and the shoes I'd still be smelling smoke I'd still be sweating strong I'd want to run away I wouldn't be today and I wouldn't sleep tonight One day the smoke will clear out New window panes will frame the wall But not today it won't No it'll be quite a while of Lying mouth faced up Breathing the fresh clean air and Letting atrophy Slowly take hold of me Or I could arch my back A little more each day and Find the air is fine and Even if it kills me I just wouldn't care at all No I'd be quite alright It's just going to take some long, long nights To convince myself
10.
Cornered 01:21
Don't get a dream tonight They'll close in Room is bleeding in white Find a way out They're hiding in the walls They're filling up the air I look and they're gone Don't let it see the light There's movement Air is feeling so tight I need a way out I don't know where I am I don't know how to be I'm here and I'm gone
11.
Here on this day I do declare I won't be going anywhere No I'll be staying inside forever I'll see you soon And when my mind begins to fade My friends all stand outside and wave and Though I'm grateful they're there I have never felt so far away Many months and many seasons pass As I watch the world through fading glass Seeing the leaves fall from trees come November and Fill these quiet streets And here I sit and still I stay Pushing everyone I love away and Losing the life that I used to remember Until I can't recall With nowhere to go and Nothing to say I never could've known That I'd become this way Here on this day I've come to see The state my life has come to be Waiting for something to change for the better Inside this empty house And when I finally leave some day My friend's will all have gone away Cause you can't wave through the window forever Goodbye, goodbye
12.
I'll Be 02:41
Lying awake at the front of the bed Watching the clock Waiting for another day to pass me by Where I don't seem to see All the beautiful things that revolve around me Trying to be Life seems much sweeter when I'm asleep and The world waits outside Waiting for me to remember that I'm alive Beneath a blue sky and I try and I try to be there all the time With open eyes Losing my thoughts as I fall asleep Drift away and When at last I wake I'll be, I'll be
13.
In This Life 03:11
Gold and violet touch my Fingers and my face Pink is sinking in Just slow enough to taste and Though I'm leaning left I feel alright I won't leave a drop to waste You caress me slowly Just below the eye Filling my soul With rosy pigments and dyes and I have never wished for something more Than for this day to stay alive Despite my silent begs The sky begins to change All I've ever had is here Until the old moon wanes So in this life where nothing real remains I pray that you will stay the same
14.
15.
January 04:33
We tossed our pennies in They sailed through the December wind When life was all around and Hope was in the air Well the Christmas lights are down and Now we're deep in January With ice holding the ground and The snow storming on overhead And I don't have much else to say Words are hard to find Maybe I should go back to bed And even more I don't know what to think The world has worn a different face What will still remain It's a cold, cold winter's day Out the door past the trees Far from home overseas On this Earth as we sail around the sun When it all comes to a close I'll try to be a better man Dressed in summer clothes Cause I know I'll be there when it's June When it's June in the air We tossed our pennies in I wished that this would be our year And I guess it was

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released February 19, 2021

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